Saturday, November 29, 2008
today doesn't feel like a saturday at all. everyday feels like a normal weekday. too disconnected with the world.
the world is getting messier. innocent lives being taken =(
can't believe its gonna be december. somehow, i can feel the christmas mood already.
- peace out
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
growing fatter during this studying period, seriously eating constantly every couple of hours. i think my mouth juz likes to move.
three papers down in 2 days. i am super shagged and braindead after the third paper today. felt nauseous on the bus, almost wanted to puke, i guess its due to the 'new' bus which i hated the most, invading my territory as well. according to study buddy, my stomach feels bloated cos i may have gastric and it is much likely due to stress. no wonder my appetite dropped these two days.
its always heartwarming to receive 'surprise' messages from people whom you treasure yet due to our busy schedules, even in the same school, we barely met or seen each other for ages. holidays are going to be the catchup period. this holiday almost everyone around me is gonna away for holidays. i hope ours can proceed on. stupid blast.
to the rest mugging, continue jia you!
shamim: HAPPY ORDING! what are you gonna do now?
- peace out
Sunday, November 16, 2008
i juz did an irreversible mistake, please grow faster. what was wrong with me?
somehow, 16 nov has a deep impression on me, perhaps becos two years ago it was the last paper of a levels and its one mth before my bdae.
at this moment of timehow wish i can see shooting stars and rainbowsin the skyforget all the burdens till now i know this is impossible
- peace out
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
its the last day for the semester tmr. this sem reallie passes especially fast. i can still remember the first day of school, where we hanged out at as7 for lunch before going for lessons. 13 weeks juz flew. in fact, i think i will truly miss school, hanging out with the usuals. i dread exams, and this will be the longest exam. most of my friends outside geog are gonna end so much earlier than me. boo.
i think rantings really make me feel much much better. thanks to those who offered to lend their listening ears when i needed one. its really much appreciated. friends are still the ones i rely on when i encounter problems.
twin: i am really touched by what you said yesterday, really. thanks alot girl. likewise rmb i will be here for you when you need too okay =)
somehow i don't want the year to end. can time please stop please.
- peace out
Saturday, November 08, 2008
one after anotheri donno how to feel anymorehow i wish someone can take me awayto somewhere really far
- peace out
Sunday, November 02, 2008
a friend juz told me about her dad's recent demise. initially i thought she would need some comfort. however, instead she showed me her braveness and courage and assure me that she is fine. i rmb crying over my grandfather's demise and she still needed to console me. yet, when one of her closest kin recently passed away, she was much stronger than i am. i really admire her courage to face the problem bravely. i still remembered her dad when i was in secondary one. he was quite nice, friendly and cheerful. i still rmb our dads chatting while we went to school. her dad was also the one who fetched us to the bus stop during jc1. may he rest in peace in heaven.
- peace out
Saturday, November 01, 2008
hearing the experiences of people undergoing plucking of their wisdom tooth, listening all the horrifying cutting your tooth into pieces, being traumatised, the pain, etc really makes me scared about my turn in the future. why am i so unlucky to have wisdom tooth blocking my other teeth. not only is it super super expensive, it is also so painful and requires so much courage to face it. its like a mini operation. really proud of those peeps who underwent such painful process before. hopefully by the time its my turn, i will be brave enough to face it. jia you study buddy =)
this week has been good. filled with birthday celebrations, surprises, town cum uniform halloween outings, high school musical 3, out with mummy and no tutorials! migration tutorial to prepare for on monday and i haven't done anything yet. next week is gonna busy with tutorials. i love tues! HN really is so funny, and of course cg1 and cg2 etc etc. tues brightens up my day.
cannot believe that its nov already. two more weeks of school.
i hate night timewhen i start hearing emo songsand becoming emoyour mind juz bring u somewhere else
- peace out
