Saturday, October 25, 2008
finally the 2 weeks of mental torture and agony has ended. it seems rather fast especially when you are so busy almost every min. finally five projects down in 2 weeks. project meetings almost everyday, stuck in school and staring at the laptop from morning to night everyday. i am really exhausted and tired until every night was brain-dead totally. i am glad its over. thanks to study buddy encouragements and the rest who encouraged and i ranted online. a good break is much needed now before exams come next mth. i am really amazed now its almost going to be week 11 =(but still, say goodbye to e-tutorials and projects =))))
it was really good to juz keep chatting online the entire night happily. some said, 'it has been a long time since i saw your status becoming online and not busy', 'its time to celebrate'. yet, it feels relaxed without any project burdens at least for a couple of days to come and feeling a sense of freedom to do whatever you want.
spent a good day with the BABAs! its good to get away from school and juz chill out. lunch at waruku, ended up not knowing what to eat. but overall the food wasn't that fantastic. i realised that i could perhaps wear children's biggest size, which is quite amazing when we went to see. was so tired by the time i was on the way home that i actually overshot my bus stop. reallie got a shock, thankfully it wasn't reallie far from my home otherwise...
i juz had an urge to go into random stores and get some random stuff on a random note.
why must you ruin my supposedly happy day
misusing your authority
does it always mean you are older, you will always be right
yet when you commit your mistake you refused to admit or do anything about it
i am really tired of this
i almost wanted to break down
but i decided to be strong girl
thanks bff
- peace out
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
this week is crazy, it has been such a long time since i last felt so suffocated. spent last night basically only doing references for sea since i know i am too braindead as usual, talking on msn more than doing work. i am such a procrastinator.today woke up earlier intending to chiong my essay by today. i have cities, sea and migration readings and research to complete all by friday. although it seems impossible judging that i still have sch tmr which probably exhaust me totally, nothing is impossible. shall try my very best. at least its good ranting to everyone when you are so freaking frustrated with school work and people are motivating and going through this race with you as well.
today was fun, nicknaming so many people and laughing at our own jokes! people may think we are retarded but still something to look forward to school, makes school more interesting. hahas.
- peace out
Saturday, October 11, 2008
this week is particularly tiring and draggy. can't believe that i actually drag myself to school everyday. project meetings 4 out of 5 days. 1 proj down, 5 more projects due in 2 weeks. can't wait for 24oct to come, everything gets over, then i can finally rest and enjoy myself.nonetheless, today was a happier day, going somewhere further away from urban life in singapore to chek jawa. first time visiting it, seeing the mangroves, mudskippers, coastal forests, vast sea, taking the super bumpy van ride which made me giddy, as well as taking the ferry reminded me of pasir ris fieldtrip and field studies all over again. ended the day with lots of mosquitoes bites and some rashes but still a relaxing day. thankfully the weather was fine and it did not rain.
please bring me through these two weeks.
- peace out
Monday, October 06, 2008
looking at this picture makes me smile, temporarily forget all my worries and burdens. how i wish life was as simple as this little girl. i want to return to my childhood. small things can make me happy. its good that we offered to resume back to jc days when we will rant and bombard each other with sms and calls to cheer each other up. especially rmbed the terrible a levels period, we relax ourselves and talk nonsense when we were bored of mugging. i am glad we are gonna start this routine again =)
- peace out
Friday, October 03, 2008
somehow, i really feel very exhausted and brain dead by the time i reached home everyday especially after a long day in school. i hate late hours school days seriously plus the traffic congestion is terrible.nonetheless, today was well spent. failed surprise attempt. bugis-orchard day. good catchup. roaming aimlessly. orchard felt different. no urge for shopping yet. still window-shopping was nonetheless good. bubble-tea. playing with fun toys.its good to relax and go out and forget all about your burdens.
i am seriously dreading the coming week =(
i foresee a really long and tiring month ahead =(
- peace out