Thursday, January 31, 2008
life is getting more hectic, so unused to it. i dread this. cny can't even be enjoyed happily without worries with projects due and so many things to do. sigh.
did embarrassing stuff during soci tut but quite fun though. ikea trip with peace and salt was goood. at least ate my favourite meatballs after such a long time. i hate waiting for buses, takes ever so long to arrive. feel so tired and exhausted mentally to do anything. brain dead. tmr don't seem to be friday at all =(
- peace out
Thursday, January 24, 2008
good times surely pass so quickly esp when u are having a great time doing everything you enjoy without any burdens or anything.
i learnt to bake muffins myself! hahas. more baking of yummy cny goodies too! but no cny mood yet. been chasing many hk shows lately and i think i am addicted bleah. but nvm shall enjoy this week hopefully can watch as much as i can =)
i hate to travel to school esp. when travelling takes up more than your lecture. luckily salt and i got the same timetable! yays. cheers plus a couple of friends in some tutorials. so its good, better than being alone not knowing anyone.
i know things will never be the same anymore from now oni decided to do it as much as i don't want tobut i reallie thot veri carefully and even cried over iti know i may regret it eventuallyi hope i didn't make the wrong decisionno matter what the outcome is, i shall accept it
- peace out
Friday, January 18, 2008
supposed to be out tonight but something happened. i shall be tolerant as much as i don want to. still looked upon as a little girl.
bidding was irritating, so bad until i actually dreamt of it last night. a bad dream though.everything about bidding or tutorial registration is quite a headache for me, see until i am so blur and redo so many times. sigh.
luckily school week is rather slack for now better than enjoy before tutorials kick in. saw more familiar faces in some lectures which was good. lunch with twin on tues was good. ended up at macs in engineering fac since the canteen was super packed and the queue is unreasonably long than i expected. twin, dance well okay although i may not be there personally to support you =)
oh ya peace juz recommended me one hk show to watch. so i guess i am gonna get addicted soon. bleah.
- peace out
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
one year juz flew by before one realises. getting older each day.
anyway 2007 was a year that i learnt to be independent and earned my first dollar by working in a totally new environment and learning to get along with colleagues even if u don like them or anything. this is part of working life. i am glad that i also made some nice colleagues there who made my working lives more pleasant. without some of them, i would really have quitted long ago. i learnt to hold a tray which i couldn't do it before and to be tidier when doing work and realising earning money is not easy. of course not forgetting constant late nights complaints to twin after work esp when i am in a bad mood.
2007 was also a year where i lost my wallet, gave tuition to a pri 3 kid for a while, having fun learning to bake, underwent unhappiness and happiness periods where i can cry myself to bed, the demise of grandfather shocked me, spend more time with my parents. it was also a wonderful year where i could meet up with pple whom i haven met for so long and catching up with them, esp. my closer friends hanging around kboxing, shopping, eating, stayovers, chalets, kite-flying, without any burden which is the best part of our life i guess. uni life in my opinion is alright for me since i am usually the last min kind so its still okay except that there are no fixed classes which made it harder to know many friends. i am thankful for the few friends i know in school esp. salt my uni partner! its also the first time i actually debated during tutorial and presented in front of the entire lecture.
realised friendships can be really fragile and i hope i can continue my friendship with those special few at least for the rest of my lives. they are the ones who make my lives more fufilling and interesting, the ones whom i can share my unhappiness and happiness, the ones whom can understand me best and where i can be myself. even if we don have to meet frequently, when we meet there will be endless conversations to and depend on when i am troubled. sometimes i wonder if i have not met these few special ones, what will happen to my life. hence i am really thankful for their presence in my life. love them lots =)
all in all, 2007 is a year filled with joy and saddness.hopefully 2008, i will be a stronger person, to be less emotional and a better year for everyone =)
- peace out
