Thursday, July 31, 2008
its amazing how different songs, things and places always bring about memories whatever you have gone through throughout your lifetime. the memories may be sad or happy and you think back on times. you realised how things have changed and relive the happy memories you once shared with the people. different songs really can change my mood and make me think of certain things whenever i hear them.
sometimes i wish i will never grow up forever. everyone around me who are in their mid-twenties are telling me how fast time will fly the moment you hit the digit 2. the real world seems so intimidating and complicated that i do not know whether i can survive as i grow up. real stories of how people backstab one another, do the worst thing you can imagine to get rid of you underlying their innocent smiles, have ulterior motives by getting close to you etc etc. looks are really deceiving.
now its the time to treasure the last few mths of being a teen. like what twin and i always say, we are always wondering whether we have changed in character-wise over the years. this is one question that i am trying to answer and figure out but which i cannot really give an answer to myself. but i guess there will definitely be some minor changes as we grow up, which we may not notice. if i were to change, i truly hope i will change to be a better, stronger person.
school is starting soon and i am really dreading it.
- peace out
