Monday, May 07, 2007
today, i felt rather depressed looking at the results. somehow i felt like quitting at the very moment, i didn't know i was tat poor. i feel demoralised and didn't feel like carrying on. i guess its the disappointment in myself.
anyway the thought of getting into university in a couple of months seemed so near. although its good that i got into the course i chose for, i realised that i have been slacking away ever since a levels ended and our seven mths break is about to end. my brain has beens stagnant for the past mths. i think it has turned rusty.
time flies really very fast. somehow i am used to the life now, away from studies and doing the things i like without feeling restricted. i don't long for uni life surprisingly cos i think i can't re-adapt to studying once again after not touching books for such a long time. the thought of the horrible moments during the a levels period isn't a pleasant experience afterall. i juz hope time will pass slowly and i guess i have to do those things that i longed to do before school starts. furthermore, starting a new school life means making new friends once again. it may not be a bad thing perhaps i shld look on a brighter side to making more friends.
perhaps i shld look at a brighter side since i got into a faculty that i desired and shld not complain anymore compared to those who didn't even managed to get into the course they longed for.
for this week, i haven't been going out often due to work. hope my schedule next week will be good so that i can go out.
- peace out
