Sunday, April 08, 2007
the sudden news of the transfer of an old staff working at my branch for a rather long period of time shocked everyone esp. her. today was her last day working here. i can imagine how she was feeling cos i would also feel like tat or even worse if it were me. although i am new here and may only worked with her for a period of about three mths, i still teared at the very end when we were sitting around one another while she was saying her thoughts. i guess i will still miss her as well.
our manager gave her short speech to conclude at the end of the day, her words touched my heart and some things that she said made alot of sense. under a different leader, we will learn different things. under a different environment, it may not be a bad thing afterall. no matter what and whom we work under, we shld juz continue to do our best like what we have been doing, or even improve. parting and leaving is part and parcel of life, we should think positively and perhaps we will even gain more outside.
till yesterday, i didn't know i was to a certain extent already bonded with them. although i never thought that i could blend well with everyone there, i am still thankful that things have gotten better and i am indeed glad to have the opportunity to work with the pple here. i know i could have been put into an environment much worse than what i am in now.
i have learnt quite alot of things from the pple there, although some polluted ones though. hahas. but they are mostly really nice pple whom i can approach, talk to or even joke. the nice environment here is probably the biggest reason holding me back from resigning perhaps at this point of time. i seriously didn't think i would survive this far, this is a job that i never thought i would take up. i was once a girl whom can't even hold a tray when i first worked. my manager had to comfort me when i cried because of this and her encouragements spurred me on. now i may not be perfect, but at least mostly i can do it.
even if one fine day when i have to quit, i guess i will not regret trying this job. at least i learnt some skills and made nice friends =)
- peace out
