Thursday, March 22, 2007
thurs:
its been a long while since i last caught a movie. met up with amelia finally after so long since we last seen each other. watched mr bean holiday movie at j8! it was okay but not as good as we expected though. hahas. we had lunchie at yoshi, at the same time discussing about our choices which i still haven't made up my mind totally yet.
fri:
today was bar day for me. perhaps because the crowd wasn't tat great so i could manage it rather well except i am still untidy as pointed by my manager. okay i guess i still have to improve on my tidiness further. its an improvement and i muz strive to be even better. i am thankful for the patient encouragements from my fellow colleagues despite my blurness and ignorance, asking and doing stupid things at times which can drive them mad i guess. hahas. bar actually can be really fun for me apart from the pressure and stress during crowded periods of course.
on the other hand, the amusement of pple around me does helps to lighten my mood at times during work. i guess i am slowly knowing them better which makes me do not feel like quitting at times. growing attached to the pple there and familiarising the environment.
anyway glad that i was able to meet up with twin for dinner at her workplace after work. then there was surprise visit by angeline and wenmin while we were eating! hahas. haven't seen them for quite a while. after dinner, we left and walked to boat quay and then to clarke quay to enjoy the nightlife! hahas quite weird cos pple were trying to pull us to their places to eat when we were not interested at all. some spoke in weird languages which we didn't understand. saw many interesting things along the way. we were tempted by the pretty cakes at one of the shops and decided to share one and talk at the same time. it was rather nice though.
its been a long while since i last caught a movie. met up with amelia finally after so long since we last seen each other. watched mr bean holiday movie at j8! it was okay but not as good as we expected though. hahas. we had lunchie at yoshi, at the same time discussing about our choices which i still haven't made up my mind totally yet.
fri:
today was bar day for me. perhaps because the crowd wasn't tat great so i could manage it rather well except i am still untidy as pointed by my manager. okay i guess i still have to improve on my tidiness further. its an improvement and i muz strive to be even better. i am thankful for the patient encouragements from my fellow colleagues despite my blurness and ignorance, asking and doing stupid things at times which can drive them mad i guess. hahas. bar actually can be really fun for me apart from the pressure and stress during crowded periods of course.
on the other hand, the amusement of pple around me does helps to lighten my mood at times during work. i guess i am slowly knowing them better which makes me do not feel like quitting at times. growing attached to the pple there and familiarising the environment.
anyway glad that i was able to meet up with twin for dinner at her workplace after work. then there was surprise visit by angeline and wenmin while we were eating! hahas. haven't seen them for quite a while. after dinner, we left and walked to boat quay and then to clarke quay to enjoy the nightlife! hahas quite weird cos pple were trying to pull us to their places to eat when we were not interested at all. some spoke in weird languages which we didn't understand. saw many interesting things along the way. we were tempted by the pretty cakes at one of the shops and decided to share one and talk at the same time. it was rather nice though.
sometimes, taking your time to stroll and walk along nice scenery, accompanied by nice company and taking a short break from working is a luxury to me at least, for now =)
yet, i still haven made the final decision for my applications. been postponing it for a long while. i guess its really time i made my final decision. i am in a dilemma.
my desire for the particular course is there, still there is a constant fear of not being able to get the course after year one. if this happens i will really be disappointed and lose my direction in life. sometimes, looking at pple around you choosing this particular attractive and popular course makes me tempted to follow them as well. still, i think that i shld not blindly follow and may regret in the future if i realised its not the right course for me and i am not suited for it. sigh. perhaps i shld juz follow my heart and interest instead of being suayed by others' decisions. its my choice afterall.
hope by these two days i would make my decision soon, i really hope to get over, not thinking about it anymore.
- peace out