it was not only today tried my best to be nice to you on your special day but u chose to be mean to ppl around u, not only me i really can't take it but what u are doing is wrong why can't u understand the feelings of people around u? people do things to try to make u happy today but u chose to make everyone angry without considering their feelings why must u always do that. i really wonder. does it really make you happier? hope u do not take things things and ppl around u for granted anymore
i am really tired perhaps keeping in silence would be the best solution i really donno what to do perhaps it is my fault at times but can't we be like in the past? sometimes when i see others, i will envy them it is saddening that things turn out this way perhaps i changed? i donno. sigh. really hope things will change for the better one day wonder when will the day come.
